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Tuesday, July 8, 2008

I hate goodbyes

(A dreaded loud SIGH) as I write this post. It's the hardest thing to say goodbye or even 'see you soon' especially when you have to do it over and over again all throughout your marriage. Dont get me wrong we had a wonderful time these past 2 weeks but you know how time flies when you have fun. And that it did. So the clock has been reset, to wait another 6 months before we see him again. To know this is the last time we have to go through this is a relief but it's still hard. We took my parents out to dinner last night to Red Lobster had a delicious seafood meal. Then just came home and spent time together. I held back tears all day, all night, which is hard to do but I know he wants me to be strong and not cry but when he tucked Ashlyn into bed last night I broke down. She didnt go with us this morning so he said his goodbyes to her last night, of course she doesn't really know what is going on but I do believe she understands a little. She has had so much fun with her Daddy, she has him wrapped around every finger possible. He did go in this morning around 6 to hug and kiss her one more time and she hugged him and went back to sleep. He called us from Dallas and talked to her again and explained to her where he was etc and she responded with "ok" and "I love you too".

We will miss him so much and count down yet again till we see him again in 6 months.

I love you Baby and I thank you for all the wonderful memories we made while you were here on leave. We will be strong for you and we'll stay safe if you stay safe. I'll take care of your baby girl and we cant wait to talk to you again.




7 comments:

Nicci said...

Ahh! I am sorry Kari you have to go thru that again! You are really strong to endure all this time and God will definitely bless you guys! Lots of hugs and kisses I'm sending your way! Love the pics you look beautiful!

Debralea said...

Like I have always said, I don't know how you do this over and over, but you are so strong and I admire all 3 of you so much. Hang in there and know your friends and family are always here for you! I love you guys!

Jess said...

just think.... only 6 more months! when he comes home it will be for good and it will feel so great! I will keep your family in my prayers. love, Jess :)

Cassidy said...

Oh Kari, I didn't realize he had to go back. My prayers are with the 3 of you. It looks like ya'll packed in lots of fun and quality time in his two weeks.

Brooke said...

Stop it. You are making me cry! I don't know how you do it. Your strength amazes me. I don't take time often enough to thank soldiers and their families for the sacrifices they make. So thank you. It isn't just about the men and women over there. It is about their families back home too.

I am so glad that this is the last deployment and I will remember Luis in my prayers daily and pray for his safe return. And I will pray for strength for you and Ashlyn and I will pray that this time flies by! It's only 6 months, right? ;-) Let the countdown begin!

Kari Sanchez said...

Thank you everyone for your support, your prayers and your kind words, it means so much. I couldn't get through this without my friends and family.

Anonymous said...

Golly, thanks for making me cry! It's so hard to read stuff like this especially when I've been through it so I know exactly what all of it feels like. The days I've had to say goodbye have been the hardest days of my life and I would never wish that upon anyone! And to read that my best friend is going through it breaks my heart. I wish I could be there with you so we could cry together.

BUT I know after a few days you will be back into a routine, back into GI Kari, 'Operation Homecoming' mode. You're strong. God only puts these hardships on those He knows can survive it. He must really know you are a tough lady! :)