Today was awful. I woke up with the worst cramping ever! I am not going to be too graphic but I was miserable this morning. I went to the DR to see if my body had eliminated everything because I was almost sure it had! But NO, my cervix is still closed with everything inside, how I don't know. We were going to schedule the surgery for today but with Luis' schedule Wed is still best, bc he can take off that day and the rest of the week. By mid afternoon I was feeling okay again. Thankfully she sent me home with medicine but I have been sticking to my Tylenol it has seemed to help alot. I don't think I need Percocet just yet but I have it in case I do need it.
I'm just so ready for this to be over with. So I can put it behind me and start fresh again. I feel like I need a change. Not sure if that means, a new haircut, which I kinda want to chop it!! Or a new take on life like maybe going to the gym, getting all this fat off my body since I no longer have an excuse to harbor it anymore. I cant say it's baby fat, my baby is 17 months old, I've had plenty of time to work on it. So once this is all said and done I just want to find a new hobby, feel good about myself, fit into my skinny clothes!!!
It's been a long day so I'm off to bed now! Thanks for letting me vent! And thank you all for all your kind words and support and prayers! I have the greatest friends!! MUAH!
3 comments:
I know it's hard - emotionally and physically - but we all know you are strong and so does God. Let's all be grateful for the wonderful thing you DO have and that's Ashlyn. As for your hair, don't chop it off! I know what it's like to want a change, I think you should come up with a hobby that you and Ashlyn can both enjoy (since she's with you 99% of the time) or set aside 1 hour a night when Luis get's home, to go exercise so you start feeling better about yourself.
You're still beautiful - take it easy on yourself :) muah.
Oh, Kari!!! I can only imagine how this has been prolonged! Best wishes this Wed. And hey if have anything to say about it, chop it!!! Change is refreshing sometimes! It'll always grow back!
Well I think I took you cue for change and did some drastic changing myself! I chopped off about 5 inches of my hair last night!! It was supposed to look like the Jessica Simpson but its a little poofy and is more like the Jennifer Aniston!!!
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